Have you ever feel like this?

Sometimes i wish i can be somebody else,
That speak better than me
That listen better than me
That express better than me
That can see things better than me
That can do things better than me

I truly envy their talents or 'nature'
I wish i can be someone like them
So that people don't misunderstand me
So that people don't easily judge me

But well,
A human will always be a human
We always want things to go the way we want
Even-though we don't actually know
Which way is the better way for us

We are just too greedy
Too childish, too ignorant, too immature
To accept things the way they are
Things that are beyond our control
Beyond our knowledge

Only Him knows what is actually going on
Only Him knows what is the best way for everything
Only Him
Only Him
Only Him

Yet, it's still so hard for us to have faith in Him
Even-though we know He is all-knowing

Yup it's a test from Him to us
To see how far we believe in Him
How far we put everything on Him
How far we do things for Him

Because we know Allah is Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem.